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Our Town an account of the police shooting at 2504 Alameda

 

 

10/21/12

By Amy Hawthorne


Nothing brings out the neighbors like the sound of sirens at 2 am, and so it was on our street this Sunday morning. It wasn’t the emergency vehicles or pulsing lights that woke us from our sleep; it was the sounds of mayhem that preceded all the commotion.

 

My husband and I are used to sirens, since we live sandwiched between a hospital, two busy streets and a fire station located only blocks away. We lovingly refer to these wailings as the “songbirds of Vallejo”. This morning, things were not so funny as we heard the shouts of a man’s voice grow from alarm to panic. Then, the sound of an argument…or was it a warning?….and the word “FIRE”!

 

We thought it was a fight between a couple of the homeless men that tend to wander this area and the voices were very close to our house… just down the block. The noise became more complicated, as if someone was trying to pound their way through a wooden door. Then came the sound of breaking glass. More glass was shattered, then again and again, voices became louder and more hysterical. Even in our sleepy haze we knew this was different than anything we could imagine and the words “domestic violence” or “intruder” weren’t enough to describe what we were hearing.


My husband and I huddled by the upstairs bedroom window, looking down at the street, through the neighbor’s Eucalyptus tree. While the noise continued to escalate, I wondered why there was no sign of action in the neighborhood. The residents know each other quite well and we’ve had moments of alarm in the past so, the black night seemed especially empty by the lack of responses. Yet, when I called 911, all I had to say to the operator was my name and address and she told me others had already called in and help was on the way. One, two, three….each minute feels like a jammed emergency door as you wonder if this has anything to do with the drive-by shooting that occurred days ago. I think it had been Vallejo’s 19th violent death and, that too, happened close by.


Finally, the sound of sirens pierced the air. What happened next kept all of us hidden in the dark until the gunshots had ended and our street were filled with police and emergency vehicles that came from every direction.


Shadows eventually drizzled into the street and gathered behind the yellow police tape or the squad cars, discussing details and shivering in the chill of the night. We shared our shock and sorrow while we gathered information on the two men who lived in the house where all this was happening. Evidently, the paranormal world of these two men had begun to unravel days earlier. One neighbor had been invited to have lunch with them tomorrow yet, the night before, they answered a knock at the door at 2am and one of the men asked if he could retrieve some medication that had been thrown over their fence.


Now, as the clapping of the police helicopter and gunfire fade into history, I recall this evening with mixed emotions. Within an hour of that 911 call, the ambulance had removed the body of one of our neighbors and the fate of his roommate will be determined after he is back on his medication and his mind is forced to fathom the depth of this nightmare. There had been so many squad cars and emergency vehicles that our block looked like a Hollywood movie scene.


When the police arrived they found a naked man who had been standing on one of the many cars in his driveway and was now headed inside the house. After a barrage of yelling and gunshots, he had been shot. Apparently, he had been trying to defend his home and roommate from demons that haunted their house. They had previously talked about holding a “ritual”. I guess that’s why they set fire to it. One of my most beloved neighbors, who lived next door to this incident, told me that one of these men thought the moon had developed a crack in it. It was his plan to buy up the houses on the street, close it off and ….and what? Protect us from Armageddon?



While police gathered information and emergency crews remove equipment and a lifeless body, we hugged, cried, asked questions, gasped in horror and congratulated a family on a new baby, recently born at the hospital just down the block. The new parents are barely in their teens and the father used to play in my back yard. We worry about their future and the challenges of early parenthood while confessing our own earlier mistakes. They meet my new husband for the first time.


As we chatted, the police confirmed there were no other occupants in the burning house and it was safe to enter. Grey smoke billowed from the upstairs window.


I hugged one sweet neighbor to keep her warm, as she imagined flying high above the earth in the police helicopter that was beaming a light down on our pod of onlookers. She was a retired teacher who played piano beautifully, until a few years ago, when she took her own journey into old age and medication. It wasn’t long ago that a neighbor found her wandering the street in her pajamas. That kind neighbor not only walked her home, she monitored her meds and challenged family members and caregivers until this woman was able to function again and join us on the street tonight. She is now an “innocent”, living life like a large child with too many memories to keep track of. When she heard that the incident might have something to do with medications and hallucinations, she quietly said, “I know what that’s like”.


I overheard another neighbor ask her husband to talk to a man who was standing below a streetlight with a large camera propped on his right shoulder. She wanted to make sure the story of these two neighbors, who had gone beyond sanity, revealed them as complex humans. They were destructive in monstrous ways, yet we also know them as kind, helpful and funny. The front yard of the “haunted” house was filled with bright flowers and decorations. They didn’t want to hurt anyone except the black spirits that filled their lives. To make things worse, they probably mixed their meds with street drugs. Who could argue that these two men were not good neighbors or citizens? They put us at risk and frightened us. They damaged our trust and our peace of mind. They broke laws and added to the number of Vallejo shooting deaths that others scoff at, in the newspapers and in their gossip.


Yet, I will lie in my bed this morning, knowing the headlines only tell a small piece of what really happened. There will be another sunrise and our lives continue to move along but, for a few short moments, this neighborhood was held in a mist of history, consequences and hopes. No sadness will destroy what we have built together and our fears are watered down by a new connection, created by a communal horror.

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Thank you very much for sharing! This blog has a strong identity and is coherent. Impressionnant.
Amy   |October.23.2012
The one to thank for the this personal view on a neighborhood tragedy is the man who made this forum possible, Mark Garman.The VIB is probably the only site where you will hear the full story. There has been a plethora of reporters on our street, with cameras and questions; thank goodness Marvin has been available to them to give some depth to their reporting. Mark's website is the local equivalent of Natiional Public Radio, where citizens can weigh in and dig deep. Mark was at the scene while it was happening and was probably standing near me while this was going on (we've never met, so he
wouldn't recognize me). He had his own report to file, yet chose to post my comments instead. My reason for writing an article was to give balance to what we see around us. Both Mark and I are concerned that the dark side is all we hear about and that our beloved city will be seen as a black hole. I believe we have the opportunity to shine a light on that mistaken identity and hold on to our belief in recovery.There is a force of beauty in this town that has taken hold of my heart and won't let go, like an abused child with a sweet smile. I want to protect the innocence that lies within.
Anonymous   |October.22.2012
Beautifully written, thank you Amy. You have real talent and great empathy.

I feel sorry for everyone who suffered in the course of this event. I would not want to be the survivor, or the officers who are burdened with these horrific memories.

I agree that our society's neglect of the mentally ill is a disgrace. Fact is, though, nobody wants to pay for mental health care services. People never stop whining about taxes, etc. I can't see a solution.

It's ridiculous and tragic the way we expect our police to basically be the orderlies of the open wards our cities have become. As if they
didn't already have enough to do--and they are not trained for this work, either.
Paula McConnell   |October.22.2012
This article is beautifully written Amy. You sound as though you are a wonderful, sensitive and caring person.
Thank you for a loving replay of this tragedy. I shall pray that you find the dog. Thank heavens the police did not kill it!!
As your neighbor Marvin Clouse said: "When a soul is broken, we are at a loss." It is a thought provoking, awe inspiring message for each of us.
Warmest regards & good wishes to you and your husband. You are obviously a loving person with a great and beautiful spirit. It was kind of you to take the time to explain your interpretation of this sad
affair. Your neighbors are fortunate to have you among them! And Vallejo is lucky to have you here as well.
GW   |October.22.2012
@Amy
Thank you for bringing some sane and informative comments to this site.
I also appreciate your reply to my previous post.

Both men were very fortunate to have had caring neighbors something all of us would appreciate from time to time but very few actually have.
Amy   |October.22.2012
My husband and I just spoke with the family of the man who died;they are kind people who are heartbroken at the loss of their son. We found out Jerimaiah had Asburger's syndrome and spent a life of lonliness, wondering why he had no friends. Even in his pain, he was building the courage to move out. Except for his family, the other man who was involved was his only source of comfort. This incident is not a question of police professionalism; it's an example of consequences and how our body chemistry can go haywire. Both men were chemically imbalanced and they stirred that soup with
prescription and illegal drugs,which is an age-old recipe for disaster. By the way....the dog did not get tassered, it ran away. Her name is "Snickers" and she's a very shy, brindle-colored mix of pit and boxer. We will check the Humane Society when they open on Tuesday; please keep an eye out and post a note if you find her because we may have a home for her. The duck is safe, the birds were killed and I was wrong, it was actually the chicken that was killed by the raccoons.
In The Know   |October.22.2012
Dear Numbers Are Growing and others who jump to similar conclusions:

Frankly your comments are stupid and that comment by me was thought out before I typed it.

The actions of the police to respond in the manner they did does not raise "any" questions about their conduct. Your comments raise questions about your ability to be seen as anybody who would be listened to under any circumstances.

Take your meds and call us in twenty years.
Anonymous   |October.22.2012
Yes Mousy, this is a tragic event. Mental illness is a serious disease and those that suffer from it can be extremely dangerous. Thank you Vallejo Police for dealing with a community that has been over populated with troubled people of every description.
Mousy   |October.22.2012
It appears there is a subset of people who think even discussing this sort of incident is anti-police. Anything short of a police approved set of talking points is anti-police. Such as the commenter below.

It's a traumatic experience to witness something like this event. Can't someone be given the benefit of the doubt and not be criticized for simply being a witness?
Anonymous   |October.21.2012
@ N A G:

The people that will die this year is directly proportional to the number of people that pose an immeadiate lethal threat. If you do not think that a rifle pressed to the stomach is not a serious threat because the perp is naked you are naive in the dynamics of guns and ammunition and are not qualified to offer an opinion.
marvin clouse   |October.21.2012
Hello GW and all... at this point i would say that the officers had to shoot. i also realize that jason and jeremiah were heavily drugged and that jason was the instigator and jeremiah somewhat the victim, since he was troubled socially, hindered by his autism, dependent on jason for everything, and manipulated by him. jeremiah came over in the middle of the night to retrieve jason's meds, and as he left he said: "I am going to have to make some big decisions now." He was unable to wrest himself from Jason's control. These guys were very deeply invested in their end-of-the-world
notions, and the world ended sooner than the mayan calendar pretends it should. such a ripped up crazy mess. such a sad day for so many people who suffered from this bizarre event. now i understand Jeremiah, and his collection of hundreds of flourescent light bulbs.
Amy   |October.21.2012
The man who was killed was out of control and we could clearly hear the police trying to get him to respond to their instructions. I can't answer for Marvin but I believe he is referring to our "society" and not to our law inforcers when he laments about how the mentally ill are treated. Mr.Clouse not only assited the police in every possible way, including his testimony during and after the event, he even caught some of the mayhem on his cell phone, which helped the police with their investigation.The officers put their lives on the line and they had very little opportunity to act as
social workers.A gun in the belly is no invitation for a conversation of any kind.
GW   |October.21.2012
Mr. Clouse, I want to ask your opinion, not in retrospect but as if you were present at that particular moment, while an officer had a loaded weapon trained on him by an individual in obvious deep mental distress. What would you have done instead?

Should the other officer have waited a few more seconds and have given the individual a chance to possibly squeeze the trigger first?

None of us voicing our opinions and assumptions were at the scene and could assess the situation as it occurred.

From the article it appears that both individuals were respected and loved members of
that particular neighborhood.
Being a bit different than the majority of mainstream neighbors does seem quaint and quirky. How troubled both individuals really must have been is only now coming to light.

My condolences to the family of the deceased and may the survivor receive the appropriate care and love he will need to overcome this tragic event.
Numbers Are Growing   |October.21.2012
Sorry, I mis-spoke. He was armed. Still raises a question of how many people will die this year at the hands of the people who are paid to protect and serve.
Numbers Are Growing   |October.21.2012
So what's the count now? 8 officer involved shootings, 6 dead. They shot and killed a unarmed, naked man who was suffering from mental illness. Couldn't they talk him down? Will people say that the shooting was justified because he didn't follow orders? Or will people feel different because he wasn't a man of color?
Amy   |October.21.2012
John K... if indeed the dog (a pit bull)had been tasered it would be better than the account I was told at the scene. We thought it bolted into the street and was still missing. I suspect the cat was the unlucky one found in the back yard.The newspaper report said an animal had been "slaughtered" and yet, I heard the men had "locked the cat in the bathroom", to protect it from the dog. They once owned a very spoiled chicken and a duck that was killed by raccoons that roam our yards at early dawn.
marvin clouse   |October.21.2012
very well written, with so much thought. i am deeply saddened that our society has no better way to deal with mental illness than to shoot the sick person. Jeremiah was indeed a wildly crazed man, and he was also a hardworking guy. Jason is a genius and it's barely comprehensible what has happened. I am sorry that I did not take action when he began his crazy talk. Now that the CSI is gone, we have a busted heart and a scene of distruction. Time for a ritual of healing. Jason wanted to start Victory Gardens, and teach people how to survive the hard times. So when a leg is broken, it's an
easy fix, but when a soul is broken, we are at a loss.
marvin clouse   |October.21.2012
very well written, with so much thought. i am deeply saddened that our society has no better way to deal with mental illness than to shoot the sick person. Jeremiah was indeed a wildly crazed man, and he was also a hardworking guy. Jason is a genius and it's barely comprehensible what has happened. I am sorry that I did not take action when he began his crazy talk. Now that the CSI is gone, we have a busted heart and a scene of distruction. Time for a ritual of healing. Jason wanted to start Victory Gardens, and teach people how to survive the hard times. So when a leg is broken, it's an
easy fix, but when a soul is broken, we are at a loss.
John K   |October.21.2012
Excellent account. Nicely written, Amy. You can find a news account at

http://www.sfgate.com/crime/article/Vallejo-police-kill-suspect-in-drug-fueled-rampage-3969052.php

By the way, I heard there was a dog involved and that the dog was tasered.
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